I'm in the second day of the first week of graduate school. I thought I'd feel different. You know when you have a life changing event you somehow expect to feel different? Maybe it's not something you're supposed to feel instantaneously. I certainly didn't feel different for a long time after graduating from CSUCI. I suppose I wanted to feel different about being a graduate student. Alas, I don't.
I had a few different expectations upon starting school again and so far the impact has been minimal. Except for an enormous amount of reading I have to accomplish this week nothing really feels all that different. Again, maybe it takes some time.
I haven't been feeling well today. I'm wearing socks, sweat pants and a hoodie with the air conditioner on. My logic? I'd rather be warm in cold air than warm in warm air. Jeff isn't really buying it though. At least I'm comfortable. He says I should take a nap or just go to bed all together but I hate the idea of not getting any work done and throwing off my sleep schedule.
Hmm, come to think of it, I should have realized that sleeping more than 9 hours last night was a clue that I'm not feeling my best. I should try to make it into bed earlier tonight. I'm sure the 36 page article I'm about to read will help out with that.
On another note, it really sucks when my ADD kicks in while I'm doing required reading.
To My Love,
ReplyDeleteApologies in advance for erroneous language or grammar. Concordance aside, this continuing saga of life-based tutelage is evidence that the enviornment one is in is an obvious influential mood swinger. With such a stochastic subject, it is often difficult to find correlation within the boundaries of one's own experience. Though you have yet to feel the effects of the change our live have taken for the better, never forget, I LOVE YOU!!!